We Are Forever Young

It's getting hot in heerruh.

2010-12-22T21:59:00.008-06:00

Yes literally. It's getting hot in my kitchen.

Who am I kidding? It is hot in my kitchen.

For those of you who know me...wait, who am I kidding again? It's not like people I don't know read my blog. Umm, save that for the Pioneer Woman, who by the way I am quite fascinated with lately. Probably only because I think my sister-in-law, Megan, is going to become the next Pioneer Woman with her blog. While she wasn't from black heels to tractor wheels, she has quite a story to tell. Ok, back to my story.

My kitchen is very hot. For those of you who know me, you know I don't really enjoy cooking. And maybe it's not even that I don't enjoy it, but I have a husband who is FANTASTIC at it....and he DOES enjoy it. Yes ladies, I said it.

So this Christmas, I am very very excited about a particular gift I am giving. No, it's not Brynlee's Bitty Baby doll, her brown boots, or even her Rapunzel tower. (if you tell her any of that you are in big trouble mister!) And it's not Steven's...click here to see what he's getting this year! And you would think this gift was the one that saved me from having to make a trip to the mall and allowed me to spend a mere 8.6 seconds purchasing it off amazon.com...but no, that wasn't the case either.

That brings me to why I am cooking. My Papa lives alone now that my Nana is in a nursing home. He is so so good to her and makes several trips a day to the nursing home to see her, checking that everything is in order--her clothes are pressed, purse is with her, and she gets wheeled down to dinner on time. His role has changed, and he now cares for her. He is really such a neat man. If you googled his name, you would find out so much about him. (It's funny if you told him that though; he wouldn't even know what google was.) They live in College Station , and there is no family there to care for him. He often times eats dinner quickly and cheaply, which usually translates to this, and let's just agree that's probably not the best for an 86 year old man...or anyone for that matter.

So that is going to change, at least for the next month or so. Papa Bill is getting 30 homemade dinners in freezeable containers to take home. All in a cooler with a big red bow! And as simple and odd as a gift this sounds, I think it is the one I am the most excited to give.

And since you are oh so curious, Papa Bill will be spending the next month eating:
*Fiesta Soup*
*Spaghetti with Meatsauce*
*Verde Chicken Enchiladas*
*Chicken and Broccoli Fettuccine*
*Turkey Chili*

So, I'm curious. What's your favorite gift to GIVE this year?

2010-11-15T21:35:00.007-06:00

If I can ever find the cord to my little camera, then I will update here with pictures from my 60 mile walk. What an incredible experience! It was way harder than I expected. Way more rewarding than I expected. Way colder than I expected. And I hurt way more than I expected. But AS I expected, I signed up to do it again! Next year I will be walking in the San Diego Komen 3 Day Walk.

It was really an overwhelming experience. I was so grateful to my team members who all walked with me, and to my family who was there at the end to support me! Thank you!

Thought I'd share something really cool. In the midst of my walk, and the upcoming holidays...I have been really missing my Dad (he, like my Mom, would have been SO supportive and there to cheer me on) . Sometimes, I still---7 months later---think I am going to pinch myself and wake up. I read something today though, that I'm certain I will carry with me forever. It made quite an impact, maybe if needed you can share it with someone else. While we have a tendency to say we lost someone. You know, like I lost my Dad on April 12. Really, we never lost them if we know where they are. And I know with certainty that my Dad went home to be with Jesus on April 12. So while, I really do miss his presence here on earth, he'll never be lost.

Race for the Cure in Austin
November 1, 2009

2010-09-09T21:45:00.004-05:00

It's funny what triggers memory sometimes, really it is. I've hit the one year mark on my diagnosis--August 28th to be exact--and some of the memories of last fall have been on the forefront of my mind. I'm a pretty relational person as far as tying certain things to each other, not as in people, as in things or smell or songs or clothes. Where am I going with this? I know it's weird... So let me just dive right in to an explanation.

The Boys are back---Cowboys that is! So far, there have been a few nights where we have the Cowboy game on, and it has been such a reminder. I found myself on the couch quite often last fall recovering from a surgery or chemo, and often was too disengaged to care about what was on tv...so I sat halfway watching football with Steven.

It's birthday time at our house! This year has been so very opposite of last year. I have planned, planned, and planned a little more for Brynlee to have a fantastic and magical "Wizard of Oz" birthday party. But at this time last year we were back and forth on whether or not she would even have a party, and just having here birthday month is yet another reminder.

As i was on the way out the door one day this week to work, I walked over to our dresser to spritz some perfume. I'm not sure if it was the weather forecast calling for a high of 81 or just the deisre for change, but I reached for a perfume that has a more winter/fall aroma and spritzed it on. Oh boy. Gag me. It is an awesome perfume that my sweet friend Lacy gave me last year, and nearly a full bottle. But the key here is last year, during chemo, and wearing doo rags on my bald head is when I last spritzed this perfume. Yes, you are catching on...it was a reminder.

So for the big one year, I considered having a big celebration on August 28th this year. Maybe even throwing a party....but I decided I wasn't the "throw a party for myself" kind of chick. Although, I did think more seriously about it than I ever have before. I even wondered if I did, what day to we celebrate on? The day I had my mastectomy? The day I finished chemo? When did I really become a SURVIVOR? Well, just when you start to wonder if you really can find everything on google. I googled it. And yes, you can find eerything on google. I technically became a survivor on August 28th. The first breath I took after my diagnosis was my first breath as a survivor. Cool, August 28th it is. I hit one OFFICIAL--very long might I add--year as a survivor.

So back to the big bash that I totally decided not to throw myself... my one year wasn't spent as amazing as I had hoped. Instead, I spent the weekend wondering what my surgeon would say about the lump on my chest that I had found...again. My oncologist was a little unsure about it and referred me to him. I honestly expected her to laugh at me, but as she squinched her eyebrows together running her fingers over the lump, she didn't quite laugh.

Thankfully, my surgeon was not concerned. And while I will feel even better after my next scan on October 5th reassuring me that my cancer is still gone, it was still a reminder. A big reminder. A reminder that as much as I want to close this chapter of my life, it will never be closed. I wanted to quote something from my friend Andria's blog. It's truly a quote that one of her friend's gave her, but it really left me thinking...while I certainly did not "enjoy" breast cancer... It has shaped me. It has strengthened me. It has taught me. It has deepened my love for Christ. And above all else that needs to remain the reminder that matters.

“While every experience may change you, there is certainly a degree of stagnation that comes with only staying within one sphere of existence. That is to say, the 'jetset' crowd may sip cocktails at the fanciest clubs in the world, may spend summers on exotic beaches, may drive fancy cars and wear nice clothes-- but there is only so much growing that comes from this lifestyle. Sometimes fear, suffering, and pain make the best experiences. Not because you particularly 'enjoy' them while they're happening, but because they deepen your perspective and shape your psyche. They truly make you part of the world. To avoid these difficult experiences is to isolate yourself.”

Pink in the Park...

2010-07-26T09:18:00.004-05:00

Last week, we went to a Round Rock Express game and took Brynlee and her friend. Note to self, do not spend money on good seats for 2 little kids that looks straight across the field to the kids area full of a playscape, rock climbing, and bounce house. We sat in our seats all of about 5 minutes! Instead, we made our way to the kids area and let them play and run wild on the grassy lawn. They had so much fun!

What made it even more fun was that it was for a good cause. It was PINK IN THE PARK night! A portion of our ticket sales benefited the Austin Affiliate of Susan G. Komen. So, we sported our pink duds and headed out to the ballpark!

This might be a good time to mention that I AM walking 60 miles in November as part of the Komen 3 day and I am REALLY REALLY excited. I have several long time friends who are committing to join me in my walk. Yes, it's TOTALLY outside of my comfort zone--tents, porta potties, no electricity...but hey, breast cancer wasn't exactly in my comfort zone either...and shouldn't be in anyone elses! Want to support me in my walk, then please click HERE. Every little bit counts!

Pretty perfect to get a pink sunset on this night!

There's no SIESTA....

2010-07-23T10:48:00.006-05:00

at FIESTA TEXAS! We took Brynlee last week and had a great time! She is her father's child and a little daredevil at heart! She actually rode several adult water rides and LOVED standing on the bridge and getting SOAKED by the boat ride as it splashed here. Here are a few from our day there.

We also went to South Padre in June, and if I don't post them now...they will never get posted. We went with 2 other families and had such a great time! It was my second time there this year. I love the feel of an island town and told Steven that in 5 years, I want to own a condo so we can head there whenever we want.

cooking smores and watching fireworks the last night there

breakfast on our last day--sitting surfside.

Brynlee, the camera is over here!

Lotus, Natalie, and Morgan

catching crabs on the beach our first night there...

And this was from my trip there with Eryn in April, it was so relaxing!

368 is the number to be exact....

2010-07-20T22:08:00.008-05:00

...of pictures that I just imported to my computer from my point and shoot. Yes, that's alot. I'm usually pretty good at taking pictures, but just not as good at getting them to my computer. I even had pictures of my Dad from Easter. Those were the last pictures taken of him. Then I have pictures of his friends at his birthday party that he didn't make it inside. We took pictures to remember to show him later who had been able to make it. He never got to see those pictures though. Then the slideshow progresses and there are pictures of us planting flowers. See the morning that my Dad passed turned out to be a beautiful day. The sun was shining and there wasn't a cloud in the sky, but yet the weather man predicted rain all that week. As much as our hearts felt gloomy and dark, it was an amazing day for my Dad. That day he entered the gates of Heaven to be with Jesus. We couldn't have thought of a better way to spend that evening than planting flowers for my Dad...we think he would have been proud.

Bittersweet to say goodbye.

2010-07-13T14:48:00.006-05:00

Saying goodbye can be bittersweet. Sometimes we are simply sad to let go. Sometimes we are happy to see it go. And then at times like this, saying good bye can be bittersweet. No, I'm not saying goodbye to anyone, but to my WIG! I actually sold it on ebay and am shipping it out later tonight.

Why is it bittersweet? Honestly, it's funny. If you had asked me several months ago, I would have told you how I couldn't wait to get rid of it. It was hot, itchy, uncomfortable, and kind of a pain. And those of you who were around me often know that I eventually kind of gave up on it and just wore "Doo Rags" toward the end of my treatment and immediately following. So, why is it sad to see it go? It was actually kind of fun...and certainly something I never thought I'd do. At 28 years old, I NEVER thought I'd be wearing a wig...ever. But seriously, no hair dryer, no straight iron, no hair products, and no trips to the salon---I think it saved me money and time.

But the convenience was nice, and fooling everybody with the fact that it was a wig, was sometimes fun. My Dad really liked me wearing it and always commented when I had it on. But in the end, it's bittersweet because it was a symbol of what I was going through and how I was handling everything. People would see me still working and comment on how strong I was. It was a cover up to take the shift off me and focus on my father. My husband, mother, and brothers are amazing. I always wondered what my brothers thought when we were caring for my Dad and then they had to look over at me, bald. A constant reminder of my fight. The wig was a way to have a day back that would have been "like before." But at the same time it was a reminder, that even on the days when I felt my best...I was still battling cancer and BEATING it! I find myself driving some days, and I hear a song that I "first learned of" at the time I was still undergoing treatment...and it stops me, reminds to be thankful and not take each day for granted.

So, it's old with the "old"....

...and in with the "new"

In the end, wig or no wig...hair or no hair...I'm a SURVIVOR! And today (after a 5:30am workout) I'm feeling really great to be able to say that.

2010-06-30T07:46:00.003-05:00

Well hello again blog. It has been quite sometime. Almost a year to be exact. Whew.

Alot has changed since my last blog post. I wrote my last blog post exactly 11 days before I was diagnosed with breast cancer. As you can tell from the tone of my post, I had no worries about the lump that was removed from my breast. I didn't even share it on my blog that I had undergone surgery to have it removed. Little did I know how my world would change over the next almost year.

In the past year, I have...fought for my life, watched as my Dad fought for his, had the best year of my career yet, seen old friends go and new friends come, watched as my husband unselfishly took on the role of caregiver for not only my daughter-but my Dad and me, grown closer to my brothers and mother, grown closer to Jesus Christ and learned a little more about Heaven, and hugged my little girl tighter every night.

It's been a journey. A long journey. A tiring journey. A journey I hope to share with others so that they can have H.O.P.E.

"Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to those who seek Him." Lamentations 3:25

So, the long and short of it is...I'm back. I have alot to share, and want to continue to keep everyone updated with our family. I don't know a better way to end this post other than that: I'm grateful.

2009-08-15T22:11:00.013-05:00

Dear End of Summer:

Why are you here so quickly? I'm not even in school, and we don't have school aged children, but you have come way too quickly. Maybe it was all my time spent in school that makes the same certain 3 months of the year stand out as sun, fun, flip flops, and a cold one or two. Next time, please stay a little longer. I think you will make everyone in this household happier.

~Natalie

PS: We did find a way to cram alot in the past few months. Here's a quick recap.

We made our first trip to Sea World and of course, had to stop to ride the train in Landa Park in New Braunfels. All Aboard!

7th row to see Broadway's Across America Mamma Mia with my Mom...
what a show! We were singing and dancing in the aisles when it ended!

I got a new car and love it! But it has a temp on the nav screen and it said three-digit temps for over 50 days this summer! Heck!

Steven and I were able to attend a fantastic wedding in beautiful Puerto Aventuras, Mexico. Congrats Lacy and Brian! We made memories that week to last a lifetime!

Brynlee attended her first musical! She says she wants to sing and dance on a stage when she gets older like Dora! Watch out--- I believe it!

We've managed to squeeze in time to see some old friends, too!

Steven completed his first TRIATHOLON! He finished in the top 30% of the Jack's Generic Tri! Great job, babe! Brynlee and I are so proud!

he didn't finish alone. Kristin, Megan, and Scott also competed with him. I have to say they inspired me, and I plan to do it next year!

We felt the need for a quick getaway so we headed to Sea World again, but this time we stayed at the same hotel as the Dallas Cowboys for their training camp. Steven was happy! Below is Brynlee's AFTER picture ;)

This is how my Sundays are spent best, summer must you really be over?

We can't end it without a bang! Steven is going to Vegas in a few days to meet up with some friends. Steven and I have tickets to Wicked on August 25th on ROW A... then we are off to South Padre for 6 nights and back in time for my 10 year high school reunion. Only to follow it with Brynlee's THIRD birthday on September 15th. It can't be so!

Hope you enjoyed our WHIRLWIND of a summer! We sure have!

How did I possibly forget this?

2009-05-23T13:57:00.003-05:00

As most of you know, I moved offices and started managing A+ Apartment Locators last July. While it has been challenging...it has been alot of fun! It was difficult at first getting a full office and now that we have one we kick butt!!! Literally! We were the #1 office in our company last month, and in honor of that acheivemment, I took my entire office to PF Changs to celebrate! Way to go guys! I a so honored to work with such an amazing group of salespeople!

Blog Overload..but it's about time!

2009-05-23T12:23:00.005-05:00

We are heading southbound 35 in a few days to take the little Miss to Sea World and spend a few days away! Her Papa Bill is coming to see her tomorrow and she is SOOOOO excited! We are too. We think he needs some destressing time!

May was an eventful month! May 12th is a pretty great guy's birthday! This year he turned 25! And I waslucky enough to get to share my real birthday with his birthday party! SURPRISE!

Now, it is another great little guy's birthday TOO! Noah Benjamen Seago was born at 12:54 and wweighed 8 lbs! His big sister is such a big helper! She even helped change his first diaper. I was so grateful that we live closer! Last time we had our babies, neither one of got to meet them till they were days/months old! We said that if we were closer next time we would not let that be the case! I was able to visit Noah when he was about 3 hours old and hold him too! Congratulations Seagos! We love all FOUR of you!

“I sing for joy at the works of Your hands.” - Psalm 92:4
On May 8th, I turned 28 years old---whoa---and I celebrated my 4th mother's day 2 days later! I haven't really been a mother for 4 years, but in 2006 I knew that I was expecting a baby--and we knew she would be Brynlee Ann. We just didn't know how much powerful personality she delight us with! FOr my birthday and mother's day, I got a FULL day at The Spa at Canyon Oaks! I can. not. wait. I was really excited to give Ninnie her presents too! Brynlee painted a plate and we had it fired and it turned out SO cute! If you remember this video, you will understand why I was so excited. Steven and I gave her 2 tickets to Mamma Mia by Broadway Across America! I can't wait---and I just so happen to be free that night, in case she needs a date. ;)

Back in April we went with some friends on a wine tour! The wineries were beautiful and the company was great! The limo...if that's what you call it was an experience! (We still love you Morgan!) It was a limo Dooly pick up truck...and at times it feel like the back of it was going to fall off. We got a kick out of it though---gave us something to chuckle about. Morgan thought it was "niiiice. cause i'm from paris ya'll."

2009-04-28T22:15:00.002-05:00

I have been horrible about posting. It's truly a time thing...no really, let me explain why. You see I have been totally captured by another blog reader and her family's story. She is truly an amazing woman, and her walk with Christ is even more amazing. I have found that sometimes I feel like I learn more from her than I do in "big church." In otherwords, any of my free time is spent reading her blogs and tweets and not updating my own. Once you visit her blog, you will understand why.

I have wept from reading her blog. I have laughed from reading her bolg. But PRAISE GOD! Stellan is home...

www.mycharmingkids.net

2009-03-15T22:10:00.009-05:00

I actually just saw my blog listed under "blogs i read" on someone else's page...in fact, I was Blog stalking Cayce and saw it listed. Under the "We Are Forever Young" title, it read: "4 weeks ago." Wow, it has really been forever since I posted. For those of you who tune in regularly, anxiously awaiting another blog post, I truly apoligze. hehehe

We just arrived bag from Vegas, and Scott and Megan got married a month ago, and...actually pics will be easier. Vegas was SUPER fun, but we certainly didn't come back with more than we took--if anyone does. Enjoy and I will try my best to update more often! :)

the rehersal dinner...

Brynlee practiced being a flower girl...

2009-02-10T23:10:00.009-06:00

This is my third post for tonight since I am playing catch up. I'm in the bedroom on the laptop and also watching some tv. Who knows how my line-up tonight ended up like this...but I started with this:

and now I am watching this:

???????

I digress...I've been in our room for nearly 2 hours, and Steven hasn't come to see if I'm still awake or what I am doing. He is totally consumed...totally.

3 letters

wii

Phillip & Kristin got us hooked and we aren't the only ones. Yes, that is Ninnie and Papa James playing tennis. Ninnie let it slip last time she was here that she had seen one on ebay for about $300. Really? Looking on ebay for a wii, are we? That would be totally cool!

When they say the wii is "fun for the entire family," it really is! From Ninnie to Brynlee, it's fun for everyone!

She would put her arm on mine and we would bowl together, but the best part was when Steven held both remotes and would bowl his blue ball and then also bowl Brynlee's pink ball ("pink becuase pink my favorite color. not blue. blue your favorite color") She would hold onto my arm and swing the nunchunk and got so excited when her ball would knock down pins!

2009-02-10T22:36:00.007-06:00

11 days and counting...holy crap! 11 DAYS.....till my baby brother will be MaRRieD!!! I am so excited to the great couple and have had so much fun with wedding activites to this point. Last Friday, Kristin & Phillip hosted a couples shower with us for the bride and groom! Thanks for being great hosts and allowing us all into your home!
The next party will be 2 nights before the wedding...and only GIRLS are invited! I can't share too many of the details but we plan on alot of food, laughs, lingerie gifts, and wine! Can't wait!

Have one of those favorites sites full of lots of goodies that you want to spend loads of money on? If you do, please share! One of mine is SWOOZIES. While browsing the site last night I saw the cutest wine glass for a bachlorette, but intstead of pulling out the Visa, I thought I'd put on my crafty hat.

This is the adorable glass I found online for $14.95 + shipping:

And for $2.99, this will be Megan's for her special girls' night:

CHEERS!

2009-02-10T21:38:00.005-06:00

Happy (early) Valentine's Day!

Steven and I made our reservations for Valentine's Day tonight...or reserved our tickets I should say.

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So this year,

on February 14th

we will be on row 8

seats 7,8, & 9

(yes three seats)

for

Sesame Street Live will be in Austin! It's not how most would envision a fabulous Valentines, but for us, we can't wait to see Brynlee's face light up!

Brynlee had SO MUCH fun today making Valentines for some special people. I can't show you to many pictures becuase some people would end up with a sneaky peak. It was one of the first craft projects we've done at home and can't wait to do many more!

2009-01-22T10:21:00.005-06:00

Today is a special day! It is Phillip's Birthday! I thought it would be fun to write about Uncle "Filbert" on his birthday! He is a very special older brother, husband, son, and Uncle! He's talented in SO many ways and always leads by example in his committment to his Saviour, Jesus Christ! He's actaully the one who introduced me to my career with Apartment Locating and my brokers. For that, I am very grateful! Phillip, thanks for being such a strong leader and part of our family! We love you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-01-15T09:23:00.005-06:00

Happy Birthday to Maddie! Brynlee's best friend turned 2 on December 29! We celebrated with her at a super fun Birthday Party!

In 14 years, we are soooo in trouble!

He's a H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.E.R!!!!!

After the Birthday party, they had a Slumber party!

Update on MRI...

2009-01-15T09:05:00.004-06:00

Last week Brynlee had an MRI to see if we could find anything causing her seizures. We were hoping, obviously, that we wouldn't...and we didn't. She had to have an anesthesia for the procedure, which was scary for us. She breathes in a gas until she falls asleep. Then they escort us out while they do the MRI which lasts about 30 minutes. After whe wakes up in recovery, they come and get us. So they nurse casually comes out and gets us and we start walking to Brynlee's room. "How is she?" I ask. "She's doing just fine. Already had an apple juice and watching Mickey on tv. She's not upset at all." Yep, that's Brynlee. We got to her little room and she is just watching tv and hanging out. Totally content. So it's time for us to get ready to go and the nurse has to remove her IV. Most toddlers would have been squirming like crazy as she was taking off the tape and pulling that thing out. Nope. Not mine. She said there quietly and watched. We have such an awesome child--so strong!

The end result was that her MRI was completely normal! She has not had a seizure since early November. We will continue her medicine until November 2010 and at that point, the doc will reevaluate her. Thank you for all your prayers.

I decided to end this post with a picture of her in her "hospissal dress" which she LOVES to wear. In fact, she wore it all day the other day at home.

2009-01-02T23:06:00.005-06:00

I'm working on a few things for Brynlee's "big girl" room... Her crib will convert to a toddler bed and then a full size bed, but I think we may jump straight to the full size bed---when we do it. I don't think I'm quite ready yet ;)

We are changing the color scheme of her room and I am very excited about the new look. I've even taken on a few projects for it...

I think this will be her new bedding.

(The lamp is not finished yet..I added the fringe and the black swirls, but still plan to add pink accents and paint the base)

I fell in love with RibbitRibbit frames. They are SO cute but also about $40 a pop! Whew! So instead, I tried to imitate them... For $4.99 from Hobby Lobby, I would say they turned out ok.

While I am very stoked to see the new girly pink and black room, I am still really sad that she is growing up so fast! This post wouldn't be complete without her first nursery pics.

2009-01-02T12:41:00.002-06:00

One of my coworkers helped me get the slideshow from my mom uploaded to youtube so I could post it on my blog! Scroll down to see it...Thanks Nathan!!!

2008-12-28T22:45:00.002-06:00

Oh yea, I totally forgot...

For those of you who are wondering, Christmas is only 361 days away...but seriously, who's counting?

Countdown To Christmas

2008-12-28T18:07:00.007-06:00

Can you believe that all with all the preperation and anticipation...Christmas is gone? Just like that. We had a wonderful Christmas with family! Every year we feel the stress from running between families. So to contract on a house right before Christmas was also a little bittersweet. Next year, we will be waking up on Christmas Day at our house! I'll extend to the invitation now to anyone who wants to come; in fact, the more the merrier! Steven is just excited about not loading up all the presents to take them somewhere else to open them and then load them all back up to bring home. Although, we are so grateful to have our families nearby!

Every year, at this time, we are reminded how blessed we are with our wonderful families! Not because they completely restock Brynlee's playroom, but because of the love they show for us and our daughter throughout the year. It is so great to be able to spend a few days without the phone ringing, office calling, or running here and there...and just enjoy each other.

We had so much fun this Christmas with Brynlee. Her mind is like a little sponge and she is learning SO much. We really enjoyed teaching her about the meaning of Christmas and even singing "Happy Birthday" to Jesus with her!

Christmas is about so much more than Thomas the Tank Engine and Tricycles...it's about love, hope, peace, and our Saviour. It's about the gift given to us from the Lord, so that we may know over and over the everlasting love He has for us--the gift of baby Jesus.

And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were so afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying,

"Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men!"

Luke 2: 8-14

I got a very special present this year. One that is truly priceless. My mom and stepdad created a slideshow for me and I'm excited to get to share it with you! The "about" on this slideshow starts with Mamma Mia... When Mom saw the movie for the first time, she broke down during this song and it really touched her. The tranisition to Brynlee is a reminder that before I know it she will be "Slippin through my fingers..." I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Thanks Mom and James! I love you both!

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-28T17:59:00.003-06:00

It's "virtually" too late to send you a virtual card--but here it is anyway!

2008-12-28T16:19:00.010-06:00

I've been bad...yes, very bad. It has been a long time since I have posted so I may overdo it today with several posts. And I am going to warn you initially, it will be picture overload! (afterall, we did just have Christmas!)

Steven and I traveled to Mexico this month and it was F.A.N.T.A.S.T.I.C. to say the least. It was a great getaway and a crazy reality check to get off the plane to 34 degree weather when we arrived back in Austin.

Steven and I decided not to exhange gifts this year, because on December 23rd we got a REALLY big gift for each other! (NO WE ARE NOT HAVING A BABY!) We put a contract on our first home! We've waited a long time to buy our first home and are so excited about how things unfolded. God was truly at work with this plan, and we feel blessed us beyond belief!

As of January 22nd, our new residence will be at

1901 Main Street in Cedar Park, Texas!

That is the front door and the hallway to the living room. The room to the left is the formal dining room that we will use as a playroom. Brynlee? Spoiled? Nah. (sigh.)

The living room looking back at the hallway and kitchen.
The kitchen and eating area.
From the eating area looking back into the living room...
Steven is SO excited...he has 3 garages!

AHH! We have room to "grow into" our closet!

The master bedroom...

The master bathroom...

The back of the house and backyard...

We anticipate alot of entertaining now that we will FINALLY have the space to do it. We can't wait for you to come over!

2008-12-09T22:30:00.003-06:00

In about 36 hours, I will be stepping off a plane to this:

Life is good. But it's about to be R.E.A.L good!

Shhh! Don't tell Brynlee...

2008-12-08T13:49:00.005-06:00

So, I find myself sitting at my desk needing to get a million things done...one of which is lease A LOT of apartments between now and Wednesday night. Why? Because on Thursday, in the wee hours of the morning (ok, not really at like 6 am,) Steven and I will be boarding a plane for Playa del Carmen! I'm so excited that it is making it really hard to work today. I need to get over it and get my head back in the game.

So I did some Christmas shopping this weekend. As I was checking out at Target, I thought to myself how it looks like I have 2 children. Anyone looking at my purchases would have no idea that I only have one child. Why? You can take one guess.

Here's a look at what I bought:

Yes, she L.O.V.E.S. Thomas the Tank Engine. He (and all his friends) are her favorite toys! But at the same time, she is starting to show an interest in Princesses, so I thought I'd run with it!

But the most exciting is her Santa gift! Let me preface this with a warning. If you think Santa is coming down your chimney on Christmas night then don't read any further. Now that that is out of the way, non believers--keep reading. She has been wanting a tricycle from Santa. Everytime she sees him, she reminds him that she wants a pink tricycle. Well, Steven and I did a quick google search a few weeks ago for "pink tricycle." Holy Crap! I had no idea tricycles cost so much. So then I did a "red tricycle" search and ah-ha! It's the pink ones that are so dang expensive. So in the following days, we tried to convince Brynlee how cool red tricycles are. This is how well that went:

Steven: Do you want Santa to bring you a pink (in a low, flat, monotone sort of way) or a RED (said in an exciting, varied inflection sort of way) tricycle?

Brynlee: Pink (as she walked away to play)

So pink it is. Steven says we are spoiling her and she would love a red one the same. I say no way...and think back to the Barbie house that I wanted when I was younger. (Mom, don't be sad...I do love the doll house I got instead! ;)

Here's a sneak peek at what Brynlee will see on Christmas morning, but if you run into her before then, keep it a secret!

2008-12-01T22:43:00.003-06:00

I know...I've been horrible about posting and there is so much going on that I have SO much to write about.

We had a wonderful THANKSGIVING. We truly have so much to be thankful for! After turkey day, we traveled to Grapevine for a family "baycation." We thought it was only fair that Brynlee got a vacation since we leave in 9 days--yes, count them-- 9 days, for MEXICO! A beach, sun, and beer....I can't wait!

Grapevine was great, and a dream filled vacation for Brynlee. She got to ride a REAL choo choo and Santa showed up on it! We stayed at the Gaylord Texan which was such a fun resort hotel...and again, it was filled with electric train displays!

Here are some pictures from last weekend. Hope you enjoy, and I will update again soon on what is keeping us so busy... a possible new house, Brynlee's health, work, school, and Christmas which is in 23 days. But who's counting?

I'm going to have a new sister in law!

2008-11-18T22:29:00.003-06:00

I know. It's been forever since I've written. SO MUCH has been going on lately and I promise I will update sooner than later. I have an awesome sister-in-law named Kristin...and guess what? I'm going to have another! Scott propsed to Megan on November 7 and they plan on getting married next spring (the Edwards boys don't wait long, do they?!?)

Congrats you two!

More to come on our upcoming vacations, possible new house, Brynlee's health and holiday plans! Exhausted yet? I am!

oh..ps: 36 days till Christmas. Have you started your shopping?

2008-11-05T20:41:00.003-06:00

Men in government are placed there by God.

"This matter is by the decree of the watchers, and the demand by the word of the holy ones: to the intent that the living may know that the most High ruleth in the kingdom of men, and giveth it to whomsoever he will, and setteth up over it the basest of men." (Daniel 4:17).

Government is established to keep order in society.

"For he is the minister of God to thee for good. But if thou do that which is evil, be afraid; for he beareth not the sword in vain: for he is the minister of God, a revenger to execute wrath upon him that doeth evil." (Romans 13:4)

We should pray for our leaders.

"I exhort therefore, that, first of all, supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks, be made for all men; for kings, and for all that are in authority; that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and honesty. For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Saviour." (1 Timothy 2:1-3)

We should pay taxes.

“This is also why you pay taxes, for the authorities are God's servants, who give their full time to governing.” (Romans 13:6)

Today left a lot of mixed feelings...

for a lot of people...

I know that God has a perfect plan...

2008-11-03T09:59:00.003-06:00

No trick, just a treat. Halloween 2008!!

Sic'em Bears!

2008-11-02T21:28:00.003-06:00

We headed to Waco this weekend for Baylor homecoming and had a great time. Brynlee is pretty "into" the Baylor Bears ever since we took her to meet Lady and Joy on campus a few weeks ago. We started early Saturday morning with the parade. Um, yea..she loved it until she was done. And when she was done, I mean done. It probably didn't help that all she had to eat that monring was a donut. I know, I know.

The game was fun. We opted for the George's tent instead of the stadium. Good call. Then we headed over to the game in the 4th quarter, when Baylor and Missouri were TIED! Can you believe that? They actually played a really good game!

I had made plans to see some old pals from Chili's and we squeezed in dinner with them at OTB. We were any server's nightmare, except that we all use to be servers too. Can we get a table for 9 adults and 4 highchairs. Yea, I know...we tipped well. It was great to see Katie and Amanda aqnd for the kids to get to meet; although, I still think a playdate would be SO fun!

The day ended with a trip to Kiddieland. We can't visit Waco without riding the Choo Choo. She is a boy at heart! What a fun weekend! Now, does anyone have suggestions on how to get the
tattoo off my kid's face?

2008-10-21T21:49:00.004-05:00

I have a FaNtAsAtiC husband! He goes to class on Tuesday nights and brings Brynlee to me at
the office. Today on his way out the door he said, "Oh yea, dinner is in the fridge." So when we got home, I found the best dinner ever! Tonight on the menu was "gourmet hot dogs" for Brynlee and a grilled chicken salad for me! My husband is way too good to me!

Mexico or BUST!

2008-10-20T12:26:00.003-05:00

It's official. Steven and I will be laying on the beach drinking Coronas for nearly 5 DAYS straight in December! We finally booked our vacation and got a really good deal on it! Playa del Carmen here we come!

We had a D.A.T.E!

2008-10-19T21:54:00.006-05:00

We had a great weekend in....yes, Waco. Can you believe that? Years ago, I couldn't wait to get out of there, and nowadays, it can be pretty fun to go back. We headed to Waco for Chaney's baby shower on Saturday. Then Saturday night, we had a D.A.T.E. A real date, with another couple. Thank you Ninnie for babysitting! And there was no better place to do it other than OTB. Sunday we took Brynlee to meet Joy and Lady--the Baylor Bears!

It's a long (and sappy) one...

2008-10-16T21:21:00.018-05:00

I wear many hats: a mother, a wife, a locator, a manager, a daughter, a sister, and yes, a friend.

Growing up I was a "social butterfly," as my Dad puts it. I was always going or doing with my friends. That pretty much continued until Steven and I got married. There is something that changes when you have kids. Your friends change. There are a certain set of friends that are my true friends and I really cherish their friendship. I've been thinking alot about friends lately....

Well, let's get real. (That's what blogging is about, right?) I have tried very hard and (hopefully) succeeded at most of my roles, except friend. Honestly, I've been a crappy friend. I often feel so tired or run down that I don't answer the phone or make time to see them. As with anything, the first step is admitting the problem, right? Well, I admit it! I need to put more effort into my friendships, and I can't wait! So in no particular order, I have a friendship "to do" list; not because I have to, only because I want to.

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. ~Elisabeth Foley

I think that saying is so true of my friendships. With any of these very special people below, I am able to go days-usually weeks-without talking to them. When we do connect, it's like we haven't gone any days without speaking! I can't wait to schedule trips to see each of you, and for some, even meet your children or new babies!

Angie is my old college roomate and close friend. For living only 3 hours from each other we really don't see each other often enough (and our daughters need more palydates!) Mansfield or bust!

Melissa is another great friend who I really got to know in the past few years. She is expecting another and we haven't seen each other since December! That is jsut not acceptable! The Woodlands or bust!

Morgan is another friend that I love! She lives right around the corner and calls me ALL the time! I joke about it with her, but I am so glad she does! If she didn't, we wouldn't talk near enough.

Lacy is my Big City girl! She lives totally far away and we don't get to talk often, but we might get to see each other this weekend! I can't wait for her 10 days in Texas over Christmas! Plenty of time for great conversation over drinks!

Kristi is a friend from junior high. That's a looong time! I'm waiting for her to give Brynlee a playmate! hehehe ;)

Shae is another old roomate and one of my "newer" friends. Let's say we met as a friend of a friend (wink!) I'm real excited about the friendship our 2 families will have forever!

Chaney is another great friend who I can go forever without talking to...but really don't want to! She is due over Thanksgiving, and I got to see her baby bump this past weekend! Hopefully, we will get to meet Eli in late November!

Eryn is my high school best friend. We were inseparable in those days! We saw each other last at the end of 2006 which makes a get together well overdue!

Isn't it crazy?

2008-10-14T21:40:00.003-05:00

Isn't it crazy that this has us excited? And it is even CRAZIER that I took this picture Saturday night, and the same station was
$2.81 today! We are saving $26/tank in Steven's truck! I guess there is one thing good about today's economy. Umm...yep. That's it. Just O.N.E.

Sundays are much more than just gamedays...

2008-10-12T21:58:00.007-05:00

The weekends never seem to be long enough. It probably has something to do with working on Saturdays ;) For most people, Sundays are a ritual gameday, but for us, it's more like family day. Corny, I know, but it is really so FUN!

Today, we went to a car show at Austin's new Galleria. Not only does Brynlee look just like her Daddy, she seems to have his interests too. She was so excited when she heard where we were going. It's the second car show she has been to with Steven, and because of her excitement, I imagine there are many more to come.

After the car show, we at lunch at Mimi's Cafe. It was good and we enjoyed it, but Brynlee REALLY enjoyed it...like EVERYTHING. Not only did she eat all her fruit, and fries (dont' you hate when they mess up the kids meal and put the fries on it anyway, point was no fries-fruit instead.) She also ate our lettuce, cucumber, zucchini, tomato, bread, and chicken strips. She got to pick her meal today and she ordered the corn dog bites. She truly is a woman who knows what she wants. Below is a picture of her plate when she was all finished. She's the only kid I know who picks the wienie out of the shell. The breaded outside is the best part to me!

I really have no explanation for this last picture. I went to Target this evening and left the two of them watching the Cowboys. When I imported pics to my computer, these were there. Giddy up Saddie!

We are truly blessed...

2008-10-08T21:36:00.006-05:00

We are really fortunate to have our family so close! Friday, October 3rd was a special day. That is Ninnie's Birthday! We had a great celebration at Cheesecake Factory on Sunday. Enjoy the pictures!

Slow start to a strong finish!

2008-09-29T22:28:00.006-05:00

I set the alarm for 4:49 am to make it to the gym by 5:15...don't be impressed yet. I had to drag myself out of bed at 7:45 am. I have the toughest time getting up in the morning. Probably why I should be asleep instead of writing on this blog, sigh.

Tonight we ate at "Chis" or known to others as "Chili's." We always eat there on a certain Monday night in September, when they donate all thier profits to St Jude Children's Research Hospital. Chili's was like a second home to me for so many years. It really feels good to be able to eat there and give back---without being on my feet all night long.

St. Jude is a really great organization, and I also frequent their website. They have a store where you can get great little gifts and the proceeds are for a good cause. There are also usually at an exceptional price! You can see more of that here.

The picture below is of Natalie Tanner. No, I've never met her. She is the September patient of the month. Her story is very enlightening, and as a parent, I could not imagine going through what they endured. It's because of St. Jude that her mommy is able to kiss and squeeze her more than she can handle! That's something worth investing in!

2008-09-27T11:16:00.003-05:00

How will we ever top this? Brynlee's last 2 Halloween costumes have been so STINKIN' adorable that I don't know what Iam going to do? Her first Halloween she was a "Pea in the Pod" and an Octopus for the 2nd... What should she be this year? Suggestions?

More than just a candle...

2008-09-26T09:33:00.005-05:00

I know that looks like just a candle, but it's actually an APPLE CINNAMON candle...to me it is so much more. That is the official smell of autumn in our house. I love the cooler evenings, fall decorations, thoughts of Halloween costumes, and the approaching Christmas season. Yes I saidit, ChRiStMaS!!!!! It is my favorite time of the year. Only 89 days--14 hours--and 21 minutes, but who's counting? No, I didn't figure that out own my own... you can see the countdown here.

Another sign of fall around our place is baking. For some reason, I get totally in the mood to dust off the KitchenAid mixer (best wedding present ever!) and whip up some baked goodies. Last night it was PuMpKiN BrEaD! I altered the recipe and was unsure of how it would turn out... Don't you just hate that. It drives me crazy to think that I will spend all this time making something and could end up dumping it all in the trash can; atlhough, I didn't have to! The organic whole wheat flour substituion for flour was fine!

The finish product looked much better than the "in process" photo. Didn't your mom ever teach you not to judge a book by it's cover?

This is it...I'm here to stay!

2008-09-26T00:17:00.002-05:00

***After going back and forth between blogspot and wordpress, I'm done. This is our official blog. So to catch you up on my other posts, I've copied and pasted from the other blog...since there were to so many to paste over here ;)

(Originally posted on 9.20.2008)

Brynlee's birthday was September 15! She is officially a terrible 2 year old---well, ok. Not really. She is a smart kid though. I know, every parent says that. Brynlee really is smart. She is manipulative smart (she has an Uncle she might have gotten that from.)

Here's an example:

Bapaw: Brynlee dinner is ready. It's time to put up the tea party and go inside now.

Brynlee: NO!

Bapaw: Brynlee, we don't say "No!" Remember we didn't go to the mall today to ride the choo choo because you were yelling "No!" earlier. Can you tell Bapaw that you're sorry?

Brynlee: I'm fine, Bapaw.

Bapaw: Brynlee, I know you are fine. You yelled at me, remember? Can you tell Bapaw you are sorry?

Brynlee: I'm fine, Bapaw. Dinner ready.

We went to her 2 year check up yesterday. Everything is great. She is a perfectly "average" size child, except for when it comes to her head. She is in the 50th percentile for height and 50th percentile for weight. Then the head--she is in the 90th percentile for her head. Should we be worried? Oh boy, here comes another year!

SEPTEMBER 15 2006:

SEPTEMBER 15 2007:

SEPTEMBER 15 2008:

(Originally posted on 9.19.2008)

I've decided to give this blog thing another try. See, I am inspired by an old friend of mine from college. She has an adorable 1 year old, is a law student, wife, daughter, and sister. Somehow, she finds time to blog--or "blahg." In a way, we are very similiar...except, I'm not a law student. Her "blahgs" are not only entertaining, but it is so fun to see pictures of her little boy. And that's the other thing. I love my Canon Xsi and will hopefully learn to be a better photographer with it and share those pictures with you. It's a way for you to see what happens with our life and to read my thoughts.

I've decided to leave you with a picture of our growing family. There are not only 3 of us. We eat with, sleep with, play with and go everywhere with... Percy, Gordon, Thomas, and Stanley. Life is good.

2008-02-11T21:10:00.000-06:00

Ah, a blog. I've found many blogs online of random people and always thought that it was a neat idea, and a great way to keep up with others. Well, I've decided to take the plunge. So this is the official "We Are Forever Young" blog. How did I come up with the title? When I got married nearly 3 years ago (holy cow-3 years ago,) my Nana had a hard time remembering what my last name would be. I told her that I would be Young forever--and it stuck! Since this blog is not just about me, but about us as a family, I found it fitting that "We Are Forever Young!"

What do I write in my first post? I don't believe there is a rulebook to blogging so I guess I'll begin with an update. Brynlee is 17 months old on Friday! She has two modes-ON and OFF. Yes, it is that simple, and there is no between. This evening she spent the night running around the apartment with her Daddy. She loves playing chase, and giggles the whole time. I always find myself remembering how I loved her as a baby and didn't want to see her get older, but it is so bittersweet! Before I ruin my first blog by rambling, I think I'll end with some recent pictures: